Gangsta Black
Osiris
Gangsta Black, this is me baby.
The gangsta nigga from the bad side of town.
The dope pusher, the pistol packer, this is me baby.
The wine drinker, the midnight jacker.
I don't give a damn, never will don't think I ever will.
You know what type of nigger I am,
the nigger with the iron heart.
No emotions, no hurt.
Been a nigga since I had to look up to back alley trash cans.
Pimps and players were my role models.
I learned to find peace in thunderbird bottles.
Yeah, that's me, gangsta black, yeah, that's me
A nigga get tired quick.
Tired of the same old every day bullshit.
leroy got shot trying to steal pooky's dope.
Killed that boy dead. Shot his ass point blank in the head.
Never did understand much (I didn't)
never understood love, but I understood why the wino
was behind the liquor store shitting.
Never understood the family concept.
Too much hugging.
I understood them extension cord ass-whippings
and skin breaking whelps.
I hate a happy motherfucker.
Hate it to my bones man... Hate it... I aint never been happy.
Why yall get to be. Why come yall get to smile
and not me. Why come I had to be gangsta black?
Why couldn't I have been Mr. Sophisticated,
with a legit car and a legit job and family.
Why I had to be the one to run through bayous
and deal dope in empty fields.
fucking over people. I'm tired. Man,
I'm tired.
I'm tired of being.. Gangsta Black